i am so stupid. i nv really reliease that she edited n repost her blog. i read on. i am facing serious competition. i feel useless and shitty…… not because of the incoming competition. but because of the fact that i am really 1 hell of an asshole when i can’t really do anything at all to ease the pain.

been so insensatitive that i am actually causing more grieve to her at such a time. i’m sorry ym.

maybe i should go away. until you getting better.

i think i’m going nuts …

-The world is not beautiful. Therefore, it is. –