great week i guess… celebrated many events… birthdays… sending offs…. increase bonding with ppl… attracting more gays (nevermind that, it’s a joke)

did the worst thing ever.. n it’s causing tormoil in my thick skull….

i’ve been a spider… spinning webs… spinning n just spinning

a close friend once told me something: “let nature takes it’s course”… and so i did. but have i really done it? do i wan it? the brain n the heart tells otherwise… the conflict it does. the raging thoughts of difference… i wonder… does nature play games too?

the spiders hooks in prey… and it’s got once too many…. or so it thinks…
i’m e worst…

better hope it’s a dream..

hmm.. read a bk~ another in another part of the worldS (worlds! ya.. with an S), there’s exist some1 who is an exact copy of u.. it’s like having 2 you in parallel worlds. maybe my other me will understand n ravel the mysteries…

for now.. the problems all mine… mine to ponder n ravel it all out

indeed.. i’m e worst..

got this from a friend’s site:
“Maybe the past is like an anchor holding us back. Maybe, you have to let go of who you are to become who you will be”

i’ve become a monster

-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. –